But.
But I am so tired. I'm tired of the toys that I am always putting away. Because even though we make our kids clean up their messes, I seem to end up cleaning up too. I'm tired of the garbage getting full and having to take it out. I'm tired of the never-ending dishes in our sink. I'm tired of the laundry. Oh my goodness, the laundry. You would not believe how many loads I have yet to wash, and how many more I have yet to fold.
Is this normal? Sometimes I feel like every mom must feel this way, but when I'm stuck in the moment I usually just feel so alone in my exhaustion.
I don't know if maybe I haven't recovered from our six day trip. Or maybe it has to do with my recent increase in physical activity. Whoever said that exercise gives you energy is full of crap. (Okay, I realize that after just one week of running I may not be feeling the benefits quite yet, but I'm tired and crabby and gonna complain about it. So there.)
And now that I'm done, I feel like I'm supposed to say something positive about how it will all be better, or how it really isn't that bad, and wrap everything up with a neat little bow. And I guess I do know that it will get better and it isn't that bad, but I just don't feel like putting a bow on this.
It's just how I feel right now. And that's it. Sometimes I have these days, sometimes I don't. So now I'm going to go get some sleep and hope it helps.
xoxo.
Christine
I'm just a brand new mama, but feel this way sometimes. Less of the physical tired and more of the tired of doing the same old things for the house all the frikkin time. In fact, I felt this way far before adding a baby to the mix! You are totally not alone and I'm glad you aren't putting a bow on those feelings. Found you through Just Write, and am excited to look around more. Thanks for linking up!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much! It's nice to know that I'm not alone!!
DeleteI know EXACTLY what you are talking about. I love reading your blog :)
ReplyDeleteIt's always reassuring to hear other moms feel this too. Thanks, Amy.
DeleteI too know exactly what you mean and am feeling that right now - just.burnt.out. All I want to do is curl up and nap all day. It's just been non-stop for so long. Itching for a break and an upcoming vacation. But that also means my kids are home all day instead of at camp...hmmm. :-)
ReplyDeleteOh, nap all day. That sounds fabulous! Enjoy your vacation though, I'm definitely jealous. :)
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