I am reading about finding my inner peace and being in the moment, but it feels like the more time that goes by, the less in the moment I actually am. I feel loopy, like I’ve taken cold medicine that is making me fuzzy.
And I don’t want to be fuzzy. I want to be here. I want to experience my moments and my life and be joyful and happy, because I know I am happy, it is in me. I just have all these thoughts and beliefs and concepts that are clouding my being, my spirit, they are keeping me from feeling my happy.
This is what I really want. More than anything else. More than a new car or a new house. Or enough money to go out to eat more often. Even more than being able to travel.
I want to find my happiness because I know nothing is going to bring me happiness, it is already within me. And I want to be love.
I want to be one big being of HappyLove. Doesn't that sound fabulous?
Unfortunately, I am struggling to figure out how to do that, how to get there. But you know, I'm working on it. So, just in case you wanted to know, there you have it. My spirituality is always a work in progress. And HappyLove is what I'm working on right now.