I am trying so hard right now. Trying to let things go, trying to remember that everything will be okay, trying to take one day, one moment, at a time.
I mentioned awhile ago that I have depression. And while I am not worried this is a depressive episode, I realized today that I've forgotten to take my medication for several days in a row. Which might be a good explanation as to why I'm feeling overwhelmed and anxious and beating myself up about it.
I want so desperately to feel good and grateful right now. Because I do have so much to be grateful for.
But I am so overwhelmed. And I'm lacking patience that I usually (okay, fine only sometimes) have. But I am also taking a deep breath. Or two. Or three. And reminding myself how wonderfully blessed I am.
By the way, I'm also rejoicing that the weekend is almost here.